Checking In.

I'm still here

I've just been extremely busy with some personal matters lately.

Work and school seem to be my life, and sometimes it feels like I have no time to even breathe. 

I keep telling myself, only a couple more months to go until graduation, and then only a few more to discover what the future holds for me and Blake.

Although I am excited for our future, I'm also tremendously terrified of it.

Have you ever been so close to achieving something you've wanted for so long only to have doubt creep into your life and cause you to question all that you have done and are currently doing? 

I can't be alone in this, and I've been dealing with that finicky little pest that is doubt lately.

I'm just grateful to have such wonderful support from my husband. 

He is right by me, constantly reminding me to stay the course and push doubt aside. 

He reminds me everyday that every little thing will be alright.

-Jess.