Week No. 30

Only 10 weeks left. Holy hell...

I feel so big, somewhat like a beached whale, and it completely boggles my mind to think that I could possibly grow much more over the next 2 1/2 months. How???

Baby boy is moving like crazy lately. Blake and I have now started seeing his kicks and rolls. I can literally spend hours watching him dance in my belly. It creeps me out so much, but I absolutely love it. 

Sleeping is a pain. I can never get comfortable and often wake up with the most horrible cramps in my legs and feet...Blast this extra weight.

Recently, I've began having pretty mild Braxton Hicks.  They don't present themselves very often, maybe about 5 or more times throughout the week. Overall, I don't really mind them. However, about two days ago I did have a particularly painful one that left me feeling a bit dizzy and the thought of labor freaks me out now more than ever before. 

Yes, I have pretty much decided that I'm absolutely good with him lounging out inside my belly for as long as he likes. We are in no hurry here.

-Jess.

Week No. 28

Well, we have officially reached month number seven. Time has literally flown by, and I can't believe we are really here. Blake and I have started getting baby's room ready, but there is so much left to do that I worry we won't have it done by the time he arrives. I am just keeping my fingers crossed that everything goes as planned.

I've been feeling really good lately. Its crazy how attached I have become to my growing belly, and weird to think I just might miss this once this time is over. The nights have become uncomfortable, but my mother-in-law gave me an amazing pillow for Christmas which has been a life saver. Other than that, baby boy has been so easy on me. I haven't had any weird cravings to report; just been drinking an insane amount of milk and orange juice. I never feel sick and my energy level is pretty good throughout the day.  Is this a sign he will be a good baby? Let's hope so.

At our 24 week appointment there was talk of me possibly needing a c-section, but Blake and I were told at this last appointment that it was no longer necessary. We were happy to hear the news because it means we get to go full term and baby boy can keep growing as much as possible.

Baby boy is growing so well. He is nearly 2 1/2 pounds, and his little heart is beating about 159 beats per minute. His anatomy is looking great as well.  He has 10 fingers and 10 toes.  He even gave us a little wave during our ultrasound, which was so adorable.

At our appointment, the doctor checked his blood flow, which is looking great. We also checked his bone density, which is looking just as it should. His little femur is so cute. You can see it above, the little white line in his leg. 

We took a peak at his cute little face and were able to see him blinking and swallowing. He's been practicing lately and will hopefully have it down by the time he gets here.

I can't wait to hold him and look into his eyes. I wonder about him all of the time - what color is his hair, his eyes? What will his cute little nose look like? Will he love me? 

While I am excited, I am also extremely nervous about how our lives will be changing in just two months. No more sleeping in on Saturdays. No more late nights on a whim. Our days will be filled with diaper changes and feeding time. Life will be so glamorous. I still don't think I'm quite ready for it, but I also think I'm as ready as I'll ever be.

-Jess.

Three Resolutions.

There are three things I am resolving to do this year:

1. Be a good Mother.

2. Be a good Wife.

3. Be Healthy.

Simple commitments to myself and family.

Happy New Year to you.

-Jess.